Friends Like Stangers

I ran into an old homegirl yesterday at school. She was one of the only people who still associated with me in high school after I was outed. She was the most fun roommate I had in college. And now...we are like strangers. I don't know what is happening in her life. She doesn't know what is happening in mine. I miss her like hell. My heart is broken. I am writing this entry through a blur of tears. It seems like you never know how you love someone until they stop returning your calls or are always too busy studying to be your friend. Shit. I don't think I have anything else to say about this. It just fucking hurts, that's all. It hurts.