Rockin Saturday Night

i was a brave grrl today. within minutes of waking up this morning i was in tears, filled with feelings of loneliness and desparation...and i called out to myself: get the hell up! fuck the fact that life is hard and that not having a job really sucks and that i'm spending the weekend alone when i thought i would spend it snuggled up and blah blah blah blah... fuck that. i will only have this day once. now is my only opportunity to grab this moment and make love to it, make it giggle, make it love me back. so i called my godmother and got my scared-of-the-highway ass in the car and drove out to see her. we had champagne to celebrate my courage, ate fajitas, and played scrabble by the fireplace till midnight. she is wonderful, absolutely absolutely wonderful, and being with her was just what i needed. now i'm curled up in the recliner watching cheesy videos... with the day blushing, clinging close to my side. hell yeah.